Sudden Rush of Fear

Currently working through my third year for the company, I got a promotion.
The fastest among my colleagues who joined in the same year.

I'm really excited at this fact that my work in the company is being respected and valued that much.
But at the same time, I have to face the pressure of being productive, and evolving everyday every second.

Since I've finished my 2nd year in the current work place, I couldn't keep up my motivation.
This would be great chance to revive it again, be vigorous.

As I think back last year at this time, I was the last one left with my manager.
Through tough situations I gained strength and the coping method to keep the operation running.
I've learnt a lot of things, became a better assistant manager, but now...

Recognizing my current state, I've realized that I haven't read any books in month.
That is a huge loss of time.

I can't waste another day or even second to be carried away.

From now on, even if it's short as an half an hour, I'd like to read books everyday.
And also blog about the things I've learned from that or from my daily work life.

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